Thank you Kuya Egay, Zesar and Aris October 31, 2006
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The storm is now gone. But the wound that it opened and the pain it cause still remains. I’m just glad there were friends to soothe my aching heart. To cheer me up.
Thank you kuya Egay, Aris and Zesar for making smile even though you know I’m depressed. Thank you for the effort, I really appreciate it. Especially when each of you took me for a dance while giving words of encouragement. I’m really happy for what you did. It cheered me up and enlightened me. I know you guys will be there for me as I make a move now.
Thank you for all the effort you have done in cheering me up in when I was lost. Not only last night but on the past few weeks when where together. Don’t worry about me. I’ll be in my old self again, in fighting form. I should have listened to you guys way back. The hell other people thinks and says. They are not the one who makes me happy but they are the one putting me down. Bah, I don’t care about the snide comments and side comments anymore. I won’t give them the pleasure of being affected by their sarcasms. 
There’s a lot of buzz about me and a close friend going around lately. I talked with him last night. I explained to him that my heart belongs to only one man and I consider him only as a good friend. That he should not gave in to the rumours spreading around. That he’s the one who knows me well. I thanked him for the time he was there for me, through thick and thin. That whatever happens, I know he’s the one true friend that will support and understand me in every step I take. Thank you.
It was fun last night at El5 because of them. There was no band but only videoke and lots of people. But it was a blast. I was dancing atop the speaker. Hahaha.
I Hate Typhoons October 30, 2006
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I hate when there is a typhoon. It brings back a lot of memories that made me miss him so much it hurts. It hurts, so bad that I don’t want to breathe. T__T
But on the other hand, I love the rain it brings. I love strolling in the rain cause it hides my tears. It hides the tears that I cry that I won’t let him see. Tears I kept him from seeing so not burden him more. He has a lot of problems and I don’t want to be another one. Call me martyr, call me fool but this is how I love.
The rain somehow washes the pain away. Especially when you’re soaked and cold. It numb my feelings a little. It eases my pain.
I Really Hate Mondays October 30, 2006
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What it is with Mondays and me? Last week I had row with a friend on sms. Now I had some arguments again with him. I think there were things unclear and unsaid for both of us. When this gonna be settled?!
The words he said were painful enough but what more painful for me was it was left hanging again. He have 0 credits in his mobile. Why these shit things happens during these times. Arrrghhh….
I could feel my tears, I’m trying to control my emotions very hard. I can’t let them see me cry. Not here in my office. I want "sandalan" to be here. But I know I should handle this one alone. T___T
Hectic Saturday October 29, 2006
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I’ve been to attending a lot of birthdays recently. Birthday of friends, of friend’s friend and relatives. Last night I was torn where to go, there was an invite by Ize and by Jimmy, Aris’ friend. To add more there was my highschool buddies drinking.
My plan was Jimmy’s birthday, go home and shower, high school buddies then Ize. So I went to Jimmy’s Birthday first. He invited me a week before and reminded me everytime he saw me so It’ll be bad if I am a no show. I’ve tagged along Marco so I can easily make an alibi. It was really fun I’ve lost track of time. After I showered Marco and I went back to Jimmy’s party. I’ve skipped going to my highschool buddies cause I knew I just have an hour or so to go to El5. It was so fun there cause they’re fuss free and full of humour. Even Marco enjoyed their company. It doesnt matter if we where in a crowded place and its hot. They were just hilarious.
At El5, Marco and I met Ize and Tin with their buddies which I know of. I can freely move with them cause we have spent time together back then.
I excused myself for a while cause I met Armie at a nearby resort. I knew her from a friend. And been hearing a lot of her from him. They were in town as their monthly reunion. I met some of her other friends too. Dang! She was Va voom! No wonder she caught my friend’s attention. Anyway I invited them to a local bar. They were friends of a close so friend, I just extend my hospitality. But they passed up cause they’re wet and planning to have bonfire.
Anyway I went home at almost 5 this morning after we grab some breakfast. I’m so tired, I’ve planned to have a movie marathon this afternoon at Zesar’s place.
We’ll got to go… I need a rest… All Soul’s Day is just around the corner and it means a lot of friends in town and that means a lot of options…
Happy Birthday Claudine/ Milkfish Dinner Candlelight Style October 28, 2006
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Happy Birthday Claudine
My cousins throw a nice party for my nephew last Thursday. There were live bands, even she performed. There were a lot of people, mostly kibitzers. I need to get off my bike and asked them to give way so I can park. I invited my friends there. It was a party. As usual I slept. I had memory gap the next morning. I don’t know how I got to my bed, where is my bike cause I got the key beside me, what time did the party finished. Aww. So bad, I didn’t dared to asked my aunts any questions.
Moving on, yesterday Zesar, Lloyd, Aries, Jimbo and I are at the Golden Spring again out of spontaneity. I didn’t went to work cause I woke up late with a mild hangover and there’s no power. We had a fun time, swimming and fishing. Toffee, Dang, Joel and Cy came over exactly for dinner. We had a al fresco candlelight dinner! Just imagine eating milkfish dishes in the dark. Hahaha.
Dang, I don’t have any camera gain. I just copy some photos from my friend’s camera phone then upload them later.
But the fun didn’t lasted till the evening. Almost all my company were award winning when they got home. I don’t want to dwell much about it. I apologized to a friend cause I’m the one to blame for what happened, I am the one who convinced someone to come. I stood for Aris cause his aunt is really in bad mood. Luckily Jimbo was his former student. It helped ebb the anger of his aunt a lot.
It was Friday night and I ended up with Ize only at the local bar. I was tired after a day of activity so after we went home early. Before truly going home I just ate cause I didn’t ate a lot on our candlelight dinner. Just imagine eating with all those 214 bones a milkfish have in dimlight. Hahaha.
BTW, I had an exchanged of messaged with someone. And I assert to him what my decisions and plans are. It felt good to talk with him like that. I really dig intellectual men. 
X-mas 06 Wish List: 02 - Digital Camera October 25, 2006
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Raja’s Christmas Wish List 2006
It’s over a month since I updated my x-mas wish list and I think it’s time to add a new one.
2. Digital Camera
I went to Manila yesterday and bought some books for the library. After that I browse the electronic section for the latest gadgets. At first I want the Sony Ericsson K800i camera phone. But I still have my trusty PDA and I want another PDA phone to replace it and not any camera phone. So I have made up my mind that I want a digital camera of my own.
I love photography. I was exposed to photography at young age because of my parents.
I’m a great Sony digital camera fan. I’ve started using Sony Digital Cam by borrowing my cousin’s Sony Mavica Cam way back then. Then my Mom bought a Sony DSC-S60. I fell in love with the features of Sony Cams.
I have three models in mind that I wanted for Christmas. This will help you decide easily what to get me and I will be really happy if you consider these models. HEHEHEHE. XD
1. DSC-W50
2. DSC-T7/S
3. DSC-W30
If your thinking of any other model or brand just keep these in mind:
1. I just want a digital camera with at least 5 megapixel for quality pictures.
2. Lightweight so I can bring it anywhere and anytime.
3. And at least can support my active lifestyle.
I didn’t have any camera last Sunday with B and yesterday. That’s a lot of happy memories left undocumented. 
I Hate Mondays October 23, 2006
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I had a row with a friend early this morning. Talk about starting a week with that. I wonder what will the week has to offer. I’m crossing my fingers that this matter will be settled before the week ends.
It just started as a simple "gud morning" and a question. Then both of us just flared up. And soon we were exchanging message about each our side of the story. I told him I’m just explaining and all this time I’m waiting him to explain his side. There were couple of message exchange before we finally settled into nothing. And as usual leaving the matter unsolved by hanging by messaging "NC" or no comment. Haiz.
He planned on talking to me personally but he backed out. I want this matter settled amicably. We have shared a lot and I was hoping for more. And the least I want is for us being enemies.
Both of us don’t like the idea of ending as enemies. But then why doesn’t he have the balls to talk to me. If he doesn’t have, then I will.
Happy Birthday Makiz/ Accident October 21, 2006
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Belated Happy Birthday MAKIZ!
Thanks for the party last night. It was awesome. Sorry I didn’t get you anything. I just heard it from Aris yesterday after work. So I didn’t have time to buy you anything.
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I just had a minor accident yesterday on the way to the pizza parlor
with my officemates. 
I just waved to someone I know without knowing the tricycle on front of me suddenly slowed down. I hit the brake but it was too late. Luckily I wasn’t speeding so there ain’t no injuries and damages. I just said sorry to the driver and he acknowledge it.
It was so embarassing. What made it more embarassing was there are a lot of people who knew me there and I am with my office mates. There were a lot of people who saw it cause it’s after office hours. And I have shouted so loud that it even attracted a lot of attention. The noise that came from colliding my front wheel to his trike is not in comparison with my shout. Hahaha.
A Promise October 20, 2006
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In silence I still love u. In the wall that seperate us, I still love you. Kahit na maging Great Wall of China ang magseperate sa ating dalawa. I will and still love you. Even if will be ocean that will come between us I will and still love you. No space can make me forget how I love you. From the beginning I didn’t asked you for you to love me and return my affection. I’m happy that I love you and made you happy. And I will continue loving you that way till forever ends. It doesn’t mean that you’re will be the last man that i will love. What matters is that I will love you no matter what. Even if you have your wife and children. I’ll be there for you no matter what. You have earned a place and honor in my heart and life. I can shout with pride to the whole world how great you are. Patay ang Kumontra. And that I can promise you. BUROL MAN AKO. - Raja 102006
The Doom of Gaybigans October 18, 2006
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It is quite tragic
that Gaybigans have met it’s doom quite so fast. But what more tragic
is that it was the cause of it’s doom. I prefer to shut my mouth. Maybe
this quote will help explain everything.
“The essence of true friendship is to make allowances for another’s little lapses." David Storey.
Each have chosen their path. Some
bonded together. Some have dared to be alone. But whatever happened I’m
happy that I met them, spent a part of my life with them, and I can say
that I have them as friends on one point of my life.
