Ninety Eight ARASOF 98 November 30, 2006
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I created a group for ARASOF Batch 98 at friendster. So fellow batchmates join now so we can easily communicate with each other and come up with plans for future reunions and events. See yah there. 
Gonna update soon. Been busy with the YEB thingy and the report for the conference. 
13 s p a c e s November 28, 2006
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I learned a secret last night a friend has been doing, maybe
for a couple of weeks now, but I didn’t notice it at all. I didn’t even thought
about it after he asked me if I notice anything on his messages.
For about half an hour I tried to figure out by scanning
some of his old messages. There were no obvious answers so I gave up and bugged
him instead to spit the answer.
There are always 13 spaces before the smiley part of his particular
sms. He even stressed it out that he
never fails to do it even when he’s drunk or in a bad mood.
It was so sweet! Tiny details but it really made me happy.
I woke up in someone’s bed this morning :P November 27, 2006
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When I opened my eyes I realized that it’s not my room and
I’m still at Zesar’s place. I got drunk last night and they decided for me not
to drive home. It was still early in the morning and when I checked my phone I
got a couple of unread messages. Replied to some sms then I tried to sleep. But
I ended up exchanging messages in between naps with Toffee who is still up cause
he’s on the night shift. When there was a little light I decided to went home
cause I had to go to work.
I had my molars extracted just an hour or two ago. Dra.
Miramontes was an angel; she finally squeezed me in her busy schedule and she
had the most wonderful touch that the procedure went like a breeze. I didn’t
felt any pain at all, maybe as a result of a lot of anesthesia shots. She told
that I have quite a tolerant on anesthesia maybe resulting to excessive consumption of alcohol. Gee, I wonder if how many percent of alcohol is in my blood now.
I’m quite lucky I fill-in on some patient’s appointment and
I won’t have to endure another week of toothache attacks. Sandalan was there
with me all the time cause I’m a little scared. It was my first time to have a
tooth extracted. AFAIK the last time I had a tooth extraction was elementary
days. GTG, I need some rest.
Side Note:
I learned from sandalan that he received a message from One3
asking him a little favor for me. Though it sounds off his intention was nice
and it’s sweet of him to do so. >.<
I formed my resolve November 26, 2006
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I had lunch at One3’s place. Then he rested more cause we
partied till dawn last night. I came back an hour after and gave him a ride to
the terminal. I always want to see him before he leaves town, especially now
he’s gonna be gone for a while. Dang, I’m quite sure days will be much longer
when he’s not around.
“I formed my resolve back then. Nothing can shake that up.
Ikaw ang happiness ko po. NO, ur
more than that for me. The hell other people say. I feel so alive when I’m with
you.” – an excerpt on SMS I sent
11/26/06 2:35PM
I know what will you say, zip it! November 25, 2006
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I strolled with the lovebirds this afternoon. B and sandalan
was not around, Uly had plans. I ended up looking as a chaperone, but its okay,
I just don’t want to spoil the fun. And he makes up for me later that night
when he accompanied me for dinner to a colleague’s son birthday party.
I know what will you say, just zip it.
Emotional Rollercoaster November 24, 2006
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These past two days I’ve been to Manila to attend the Philippine Librarians Association, Inc. Annual Conference held at
the Manila Hotel. I failed to attend the first day cause of the delay in the
processing of the cash advance I filed for.
Anyway, that is not my point here. These past two days was an
emotional roller coaster ride. One3 and I were together for these two days,
even if it is only on the bus rides. It’s worth 2 hours of bonding in every
ride. He went to Monterey Cavite to pass some requirements and he’s quite lucky
he started with his job right away.
Wednesday we had a row about some stuff after we parted
ways. Luckily when I met him that afternoon on our way back home he’s in a good
mood and we patched things up or somehow. We even had dinner at a friend’s
resto as a mini celebration for his first day at work. I even helped him pack
some things.
Yesterday morning our trip to Manila
was ok. I’m also excited that he got a job. But when noon came he was mad at me
again. I teased him on sms about how I knew the exact cost of his dental bridge
and he suddenly flared up. I just accidentally learned the full amount when he
gave me his pixs and the receipt was with them. I told him these and that
settled it.
Whew, 2 days of away – bati. I need some drinks. Got to go,
gotta meet Aries and Zesar.
Senti/Rant to sandalan November 22, 2006
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Senti/rant to sandalan: 11/22/06 8:52 am
“Why does it hurt when I love? But I know the pain is easily washed away by just a simple act of love. Am I born to be a martyr? I accepted the truth long ago where I stand and that every relationship will end. But what I am hoping for is not a man that will live with me till the end but that every relationship end amicably and every man I met will end up as a close friend of mine. It is too much to ask? I’m happy with whomever I’m with. I live up every moment with them as long as I can cause I know eventually I will have to let them go. Seeing them happy with a girl brings happiness to me. But I’ll be a hypocrite if I said I’m not hurt. Yes I’m hurt but that’s a tinge only compared to the happiness I feel. I want them to be married and have kids, for me it feels like some kind of fulfillment. An achievement I know that is too far away for me. I can say this cause I accepted the fact that I am a man loving a man. In this moral country of us, we know this kind of relationship is still taboo. And it will be a long way for our social norms to accept this kind of living.”
Pardon me for the grammar/sentence construction; my head were full of random thoughts that time.
Got to go. I’m off for Manila again tomorrow. I’ll update later.
I never get tired of loving November 21, 2006
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I never get tired of loving. If I get tired it’s like seizing to live, stopping to breathe. For me loving is to feel alive, to feel what it is to be human, to feel complete. 11/21/06 11:30 pm
ATM I really feel how it is to be a human and I regret being one – my tooth f*cking hurts like hell!
I love you. Why? November 21, 2006
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I love so much about you that it is hard to pick just a
couple of things out.
I love the way you laugh.
I love the way you smile especially when I see the creases
on the corners of your eyes.
I even love it when you make me mad and don’t know why.
I love how when you upset me, you try so hard to make it
better.
I love each and every once-in-a-lifetime moment I share with
you.
Today, tomorrow, forever.
I am so in love with you that I don’t go one minute without
thinking of you and wishing that I was with you. I can’t stand to be without
you for one second.
You have allowed me to open up my heart and trust again. You
have shown me how it is to be loved and cared of and not to taken for granted.
And for that I love you.
I thank you and I will forever cherish our memories and I
know there are many more to come. Love you. Hope will be close till the end.
11/20/06 6:57 pm
Rumor and B being Bold November 20, 2006
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I went for an afternoon stroll to Matabungkay Beach yesterday with some friends. The
issue about the real score between me and “sandalan” brewed again when they saw
the two of us cavorting on the water and throwing starfish at each other. Hey,
it’s not our fault to enjoy the sun, sea and sand while the three of them
lounge lazily on the balsa. We prefer to cool off that way rather than sitting
our ass off and being scared of skin darkening because of some late afternoon
sun. In fact it’s the other way around as I’m doing my skin a favor when I rub
my body with sand to exfoliate and why buy those expensive salt skin cleansers
when you can have it for free and au naturel.
Enough of that, Aries saved me some time and picked-up Jimbo
as he borrowed my bike to court some girl in Lian. We drank at the store with
some friends and moved to the local bar later for some videoke. Since its Sunday night, there are few people
in the bar and my friends had the chance to have the videoke for themselves. I don’t sing.
I was stunned and touched at the same time when One3 told me
that B had approached and told him na ingatan ako. He didn’t give me all the
details so I asked B about what he told One3 and why. His answer was far beyond
on what I expected him to say but he is quite right in his observation. For the
record, B knew almost all the guys from my lovedom and he met and hanged out
with some of them, but this is the first time he do such a bold action. I now
knew why. Thanks B, wab u so much.
“Darating sa buhay mo, pag-ibig na laan sayo at mamahalin ka
nya ng higit pa sa maibibigay ko…” An excerpt from the song Paalam na by Rachel
Anne which I received as SMS. Which I replied back with:
“Life is what we make it. Fate as well. Destiny is an
excuse. Why wait for the right person to come along. When you’re totally happy
with the one you’re with” Raja 11/19/06
7:54pm
